So, this afternoon I had to fall completely flat on my face in order to pick myself back up, and I took an incredibly deep breath of fresh air afterwards. I feel like I'm finally on the road to closure, but more than anything I just want peace of mind and heart. The next six months of my life have the potential to be either the best or the worst, and I'm beginning to realize what I'll have to do to make them the best. And I think I'm ready.